Not really knowing what I want

I am very confused right now.

I believe the stock market will fall (more) within a short future. At the same time I want to put the money to work ASAP, generate dividends.

As a female I embrace my right to change my mind every second for now.

To be honest, I will properly react to the future feeling when buying opportunity arises.

I feel like Ogre Magi "I'm ready! (I'm not ready.)"