I am consistent in my shilly-shally

A new security has been added to my list, ORCC. I bought a small monitoring post of 10 shares, as I feel I don't have much knowledge about the company yet. I need to get a deeper knowledge of the company before I buy larger posts.

I bought the shares on Thursday, which was the company's first trading day on the stock exchange. Instead, I have to work on accepting that I enjoy putting the money into work. I really hope that "buy over time" is the best option in the long run. To embrace any future bear market has not gone so well for me.