I just want it to end

The dizziness does not go away, but rather has gotten worse. I have an appointment with my vertigo specialist this Monday at 8am.

Mornings are the worst, it takes me almost 1 minute to get to a sitting position without collapsing. Then all the time during the day I have a feeling of falling every time I move my head up, down or sideways. Ideally, I should have my head fixed in a straight upright position.

I sincerely hope he can fix this on Monday. Usually just getting an appointment makes me feel better, but not this time.

This has been going on for almost 4 weeks so my mood is not the best. The world's most perfect husband is not having the time of his life at the moment...